I thought im doing much better than b4...I thought i've just started a new life, my life would be better and i would be happier. Maybe that's just not gonna happen. Although i seem happier lately, sometimes i get very moody and down suddenly...
And when im down, i always think of my past...lotsa sad memories...i thought i would forget all those memories after i started a new life....yeah, maybe for a while....but it gets back to me after some time. I realize that i cant let go...am i meant to be a sad person? Even though i try so hard to make myself look so happy in front of ppl..but im really tired already...
Really tired of pretending...when can i be myself and find the bliss??!!
Tired of being hurt....tired of all the lies....tired of this life...tired of being alone...tired of everything!!!!!!!!
