God....so so so so tired lately......same old boring life every day ...my mind, my body just can't take it anymore!!! sometimes just dunno how to carry on my life already....damn sick!!!!! What kind of life am i living??? This is sooo abnormal and i know i gotta change it.....i've been tellin myself this for so many years but why can't i?????? I don't deserve a good life huh????
Life's so unfair to me...i've been longing for happiness for many years but see...what do i get now? This is definitely not me........!!!! I hate lookin at myself in the mirror now!!!!!! I really really don't wanna be like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??????????????????? Pls give me some guidance...
I'm sick of being sad already every day!!!!!!!!!!! ALL THESE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!
