Moody day again...I think all these things are going to come to the end soon....very soon...after this, im gonna start a new life..i reli hope it will be a good one..i really wanna end all these miseries and sufferings..but i gotta hold on to it now..i feel suffocated all the time...even though i act as if im ok...no!!!! actually IM NOT OK!!!!!!! I think im going crazy at times...i need someone to listen to me...but i just dont know how to tell my problems...i reli envy others who have a good life and have people who really care bout them...i just feel so empty...i dont always express my sadness coz i hate it when people see me sad and i think i'll spoil people's mood.. but..i really feel suffocated...i dont know who can actually understand my feelings..no one...no one...
Hmm..i dont know if i'll still write blogs in the future..i hope i'll write happy things in the future..no more sorrow....yeah.....
To all my friends who care bout me...thank u so much for reading my blogs and getting inside my world...now that u know me...huh.... i appreacite those who care bout me...and believe me...i will NEVER EVER forget any of my friends ok...even though i seldom keep in touch with some...i have reasons for that...and u know im just that kind of girl who feels so hard to express my feelings...
I can't forget my past...memories...u know...it's really really hard to let go........ haih........just hope things will go my way......
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